it seems like when a lot of time passes between entries, i just come to say that a lot of time has passed.

i'm still a christian.

or at least i try to be.

it's never ending, this process of sorting out what people have made christianity into and what it really is.

my book ideas and endeavors aren't christian ones, but i hope that they serve the Lord somehow.

it feels kind of wrong to put this much effort into something that doesn't.

all you need is at 9:45 a.m.

God, was that you? | all you need is